Title: Thoughts and understandings. Crash Clawson crashclawson@hotmail.com I try to find myself. I try to find me. I know it is inside there, but I don't know where. It hides, tries to stay away, but it can't escape. It needs me, like I need it. It goes with me, I go with it. It is my strength, my weakness. When I hurt, it hurts. When I need it, it is there. When I don't need it, it is seen nowhere. It is my courage. It makes me what I am. I'm a SWAT Kat, through and through, that's what I am. I do all I can do. I have fear, very true, but that fear fades when I do WHAT I do. Death pulls no punches, but neither do I. Can it take me alive? It can try.