What am I doing just standing here... Watching how you suffer... How you fight every minute Trying to come out alive Outta this nightmare... MY nightmare... It's real... I know it's real... But, I have high hopes that somehow I feel I could just wake up Sooner or later and find you Alive and active... Your sarcastic remarks The joking tone in your voice as we face danger... Together... What's to be said, my friend? I'd take your place anytime... I would've... I should've... Why didn't I this time? This one time? Why? There's silence save the jet engines in that cockpit... OUR cockpit... There's no laughter No genius explanations No missiles fired No cries of triumph No...There's just silence... What's to be said, my friend? I want you back I want you here I want you to console me I'm losing it... The silence is killing me... It's slowly transferring me deeper into this... Nightmare... darkness... silence.... What's to be said, my friend? What's to be said... What's to be said........ By Sage Based on Pen's fanfic Choices: The Effects and the Repercussions